Thanks Sp very helpful info I really hope we can have a healthy baby It's something we have been wanting for a while now.@ Lillybird Hey sorry to hear you're having such a rough time We're here for you if you need to talk or need a hug. Don't worry it's not hopeless you just gotta hang in there...There are lots of people who have recovered and been able to live a more normal life you just gotta stay strong.