What pill? Sweepy, this doesn't sound good. It is only four days; you are already starting to have sleep issues. You know where this goes. Is there a reason you are choosing to send yourself into a manic episode? Not a good idea.

Editing to add:

Sweepy, are you creating a bipolar crisis as a way to avoid/distract from the trauma work that scaring you right now? Something's going on here. Time to figure it out before you get hit by the oncoming train.