I always pay for the 2 sessions at the end of the first session. It told me over a yr before I would allow T to announce "Ok times up" . I would know exactly when time was about to be up and I would say "Ok we're finished" Then one day I told T I couldn't let her say it, I had to say it. T said it felt like her ending the sessions was a rejection? I said yes.

Bit by bit I held my breathe and allowed T to end the sessions, now I'm fine with it. But I still spring up of the seat immediately like a toy soildier. Then I walk out and downstairs first.

But since T's had builders in I've asked her to go first as I dont like meeting the builders face to face.