BPD is like your a goldfish in a round bowl and you are looking outside of your surroundings you spot two cats sneaking up to make you their dinner. Its just a roller coaster ride with new surprises every time.

BPD is treatable people do come out of the fog. Does the pdoc know why the drugs aren't treating you well it does some times takes 4-6 weeks for the regime to take effect.

Its not the end of the world if you think it is your mistaken. Stick with it and see it through.