Oh honey,

Please, please don't give in. This is a terrible illness and we have all had those times whe the dark thoughts seem to consume us. I know it is hard for you to believe but it will get better. I'm so glad you are going into the hospital. As someone mentioned, it does not sound as if your meds are working or if they are the right meds.

Think of all the hugs and love and prayers that are going out for you. We love you-you are one of us and we support you completely. You can share your heart with us-write until your fingers go numb-we will listen. And maybe by writing about it, some of it will leave you.

Just hang on for a little while. Know how many people are rooting for you.
And as so many have said, PM me if you need to talk to someone. And please, take care of yourself.