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Old May 17, 2014, 04:58 AM
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Hello OriginalMe: Your situation sounds so difficult! I've been on 120 mg. of Cymbalta for about 2 years now. (I switched over to the generic variety earlier this year.) Both the name brand med & the generic variety have been about the same for me. Neither is wonderful. But they do seem to have kept a floor underneath me. So even though I get low, I seem to bounce back before I hit bottom.

I don't know anything about how the health care system works in the U.K. It must be very frustrating to go through those assessments you mention & then have them tell you you're not ill enough to see a psychiatrist. All I can say is: hang in there & keep posting on PC. Hopefully it helps.
I like the way you describe Cymbalta like a floor that stops you dropping any further. The 60mg was more like a rug that got pulled away from under my feet when I went back down to 30mg.

The good news is that the steroids have stopped the bleeding but I need to take them for another 9 days and my skin has already broken out, my mood is suicidal and generally I want to murder the whole planet for daring to breathe.

I'm consumed by a fear that I can't get better and that no one cares about me. I'm back in the old place where I'm starting to believe I'm dead and in Hell. I did something wrong and this is my eternal punishment.
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