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Originally Posted by MysteryMade
That it doesn't matter how I sit in silence, afraid to turn the radio on. Afraid to turn on Spotify. Afraid to turn to youtube.
Afraid to be triggered.
It was my sisters birthday a few days back.
And I am triggered.
Into feeling I am nothing.
Because as he said once to me, "I've had you. I don't need to have you."
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What he said to you there was cruel and I'm sorry your in such pain. I hope you find the strength to get through this. I understand how music can trigger. I love music. It's been there to comfort me my whole life. You obviously have musical talent, that you may one day pick up again. I started playing piano again after 30 years. Don't let people have so much power over you that you'll give up things you love because of them.
Welcome to PC. It's a great place to vent anytime of day or night.
