My husband suffers from depression, and admits it. But he feels that no one can possibly help him through his pain of past events of childhood and of our own marriage struggles. I love him. I hurt to watch him struggle. Days go by and he is full of sadness and depression has a hold on him. When he isn't depressed he has a good outlook and is positive about our future. When he is depressed he blames me and thinks that if we weren't living together he would be fine. I have been begging him for a year to get help...he doesn't because he doesn't want to be "medicated". I don't understand his thinking....