i ran out of meds! I am totally not sleeping but so happy. I can't do IP here. I'm not that bad. I don't want meds. He's going to say meds or IP. Why can't it be my choice? I don't need sleep, or meds or IP. I don't want to have a huge fight in front of his family. Why did I even get involved with him? How do I convince him I'm an adult and don't need ultermatives?