There are times when I can be so awful. Totally non supportive. I suppose I just don't post when I feel like that. I am not saying that is the right thing it is just the way I am. No one wants you to be someone other than who you are whatever that is. And certainly not huggy or lovey dovey if that is not you. We like you for who you are.

I have said some terrible things to my therapist. The one place that I have been told it is all right. And I have terrible thoughts all the time. You are not alone in that. I think part of healing is learning to accept all of ourselves the good and bad.

I don't know if you like IM but that is one way to have a real time conversation with someone. Just a thought.

Well this is probably becoming one of those huggy posts but I am a bear what can you expect.