agony007 it took me a few years to find the right meds and become stabalized. And sometimes even now they need to be tweaked a bit when my moods are starting to get out of hand. Maybe you can work with your pdoc to try and stabalize you more? I know I wreaked havoc on my family life before I was diagnosed and now wish I had found the help I needed earler.

It sounds like you are trying the best you can and there is no "snapping out of it". They just don't understand as they have never lived through it. I am sorry that it is so hard on you.

The only thing I can suggest is to keep working on your meds. There were many times I wanted to give up and stop taking anything but that would not have been a good option. I understand where you are at and I am sorry you are there right now. Please take care and don't give up.