You know I think I know why the word "supportive" triggers me. Why reading "supportive" posts angers me? Its my shame at coming from a very unsupportive home!. I don't know what its like. I dont feel worthy in supportive atmosphere. I need to bring things to how I am used too.

I think until I've resolved this myself I should stay away. Shame is a powerful emotion! all consuming. My problem to deal with!