I seriously just logged in to write about this! I think it's due to the Geodon that I'm taking, but I only want sex maybe once a month, sometimes longer, with my husband. I'm not thinking about being with anyone else or anything like that, I just don't want to do it. Sometimes the thought of it makes me sick and turns me off. And it's not because I don't love my husband. But I'm not able to tell him that I love him all the time, either. Our anniversary was earlier this month and we went out of town to a baseball game as our gift to ourselves. I know what he expected when we got back to the hotel, and I spent the entire day thinking about what he would be expecting, and I have every intention of doing it. But when it came right down to it, I just couldn't. I also was exhausted from getting up at 5am and staying up until almost midnight, which could be a good excuse. But it still gets to him and saddens him. Then it ruins the rest of the day. The entire 2 1/2 hour ride home was in silence, compared to the ride up there where we had a conversation going the entire time. It really brings me down, too when he gets like that because I know what he's thinking and it feels like there's nothing I can do about it. I hate it but I don't know how to change it.