I feel sad today. It makes me feel more crazy to swing back and forth with moods as I do. This is even with discounting pms week. In my better days which my therapist thinks are overwhelmingly hypomanic, everything is conquerable and easy. Then smack, I will start feeling badly and the littlest things are overwhelming. Right now I am even regretting that next Friday I committed to taking my daughter and her friends roller skating. Even though I will just sit there and read a book, if I continue to feel this way, I will dread it all week. When will I learn I am not capable of the everyday things that most people do?