Hi vantonius, it sounds like you're going through a really rough time right now.
Re: the housing situation. Do you think you could negotiate with your landlord or is there anyone who might help you out with the rent? But
if it comes to it are there any family/friends you could
temporarily move in with? I'm afraid I don't know much about your area but......homeless shelters if there are any
if.............? and sorry but I'm just "reciting" this from elsewhere but maybe if you tried some churches as
apparently some can help
if.....
I know it would probably still be really hard if you did lose your home but anything would be something, right?
As for jobs, I know that can be really hard,
anywhere. And sometimes it can just come down to apply, apply, apply...................but maybe you can pick up some tips about filling in application forms, CV's, interviews online, anything that might help if only a little.
As for people who care though, you
have got that one "sorted" at least!! If you want to talk more about what's going on for you and how you're feeling there will be some great people on here who can identify with the pain, emptiness, hopelessness.........depression can leave you feeling, people who can offer you understanding/empathize, and people who can support you with/through this. So stay with us, you're not alone, and in time things
can get a bit better.
Alison