No your not the only one, my fiancé is exactly the same..even when she comes down from a hyper manic episode, she takes coke to try & life her spirit up & that stuff makes people flat out horny but not her. With me she is always horny but that's the way our relationship is, but as for the hyper manic episodes she can't handle being around
males because she thinks they are all going to try it on with her..she over thinks it so much that when it actually comes to us being alone she freezes up..it has got her in Trouble in The passed where she got raped by someone..also with her childhood issues that is a part of life that she is terrified of..she is so un promiscuous, that is one of the reasons I love her so much..when she is in one of her episodes she is so scared of that happening again that she cuts herself off from everyone..I'm a different ball game though, we did have a perfect sex life but since that happened to her she hates being around males.. Even me on times. I actually waited for over a year with no sex just to prove to her that it's her I love and I'm not with her for one thing..now she is off the cocaine she has no confidence. All her life she has been used & abused..now she is with me All that has stopped..I'm doing everything in my power to try and help her get her life back on track and to realise that she doesn't have to do ANYTHING that she dosent want to.. Even when she is horny she is to afraid to mention it incase someone tries to take advantage of it..she is so up & down that she don't know when she's horny or not, she can't identify it.. I know when she is frustrated that she is horny,but she dosent know what that means because it's a part of her life that she has never been in control of until she met me..she hasn't gotto be afraid to mention it to me because I love her & won't do anything she dosent want me to do..I'm the only person that she has willingly given herself to..I'm not bi polar but she is, it must be terrifying to feel like that but be to scared to say anything to anyone..anyway, I'll never let anyone hurt her as long as I'm alive & I'll love her & protect her & keep her safe until there is no breath left in my body..