If you stop your meds you won't sleep & then youl start getting sleep deprivation.. Okay I bet you feel amazing right now,but trust me,it won't last & youl either end up on hospital or having a hypermanic episode. You know what you need to do, no one can tell you either.. If you want to get well "stable I mean" take your meds, if you don't anything can happen & it won't be for the best either..
Hope that helps :-)