Hi, I was a pretty big gamer when I was younger myself, infact I still play videogames when I get some little free time, it helps take my mind off the stress (My favourite series is S.T.A.L.K.E.R.). Sometimes I too wonder if I could have been occupying myself with better things, but honestly I grew up in a small town with few friends, so there honestly was not much to do. I guess we can only look back on the past and try not to make the same mistake twice. Wishing you the best.