The thing for me is, I am so sick of living with this. Everyone around me seems happy, enjoying life, with things to look forward to. I am stuck at where I'm at. Sitting here with my elderly father. I think I will go awol for a while. Let my brothers take time off work, or get their noses out of their wives asses to take my dad somewhere, or sit with him so he doesn't freak out at any little noise he hears at night so I can get myself back together.
Suggestions?