I'm apologize Sometimes... I didn't mean to offend. Newtus has been suffering so much for such a long time, that I want to believe that they will have her best interests at heart. And for sure, there are no perfect meds or treatment for sz. But if she sticks with it and presents herself cooperatively over time, then maybe if what they first come up with doesn't give her enough relief, then they will try other things. And Newtus has been so inconsistent with meds, and mixing them with alcohol, that I think it's really hard to know whether what's been tried before is truly ineffective for her. And I don't think the contract doesn't make her lose her voice. I think if she's having trouble with what she's taking, and she's been taking it long enough for her body to adjust and for it to be therapeutic, then I can't imagine why they wouldn't want to try something else. And although there are issues with the meds... how long it takes to work, sometimes getting worse before you get better, and side effects like weight gain... I still think that the pain, anguish, paranoia and loneliness she's suffering from now are much worse.

It may be selfish of me, but I just didn't want her paranoia to get triggered and for her to believe that the people on the other side of that contract are going to harm her. I want to see her give it a very good chance.. and she can always back out of the deal if it genuinely doesn't help.

So please know that although I may have been insensitive in how I wrote my remark, my heart is in the right place...