You are definitely not alone! I could be in a room filled with friends and still feel lonely. It's so hard. I.love and adore my bf but my depression still takes its hold. Being around him gives me comfort but I don't have genuine happiness. I too suffer from bipolar depression so this forum applies more to me. I wish I had a magic wand so everyone here could be happy...I know I'm Good person but I still have thoughts of self loathing. I.truly hope you find some comfort knowing we're here for you. I'm so sorry yr struggling. Hugs to you.

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