I woke up without negative thoughts again. Still feeling good on day 5. But I still wake up trying to figure out what to do. I used to spend a great deal of time dealing with depression and anxiety...feeling it, sleeping through it, mediating and just doing things to deal with the emotions. It was pretty much all my life. Now that I am free, I don't know what to do with myself. I kind of feel like that story about a dog that was in a cage then let out free and didn't know what to do so it went back into its cage.