I agree with Venus. I know at one time I was on a medication that seemed to dull my emotions and I couldnt stand it. Maybe because feeling my way through is the only way my brain knows how to get through. I felt very disconnected and dull. Im an intense and passionate person. I do see beauty in small things. Im not saying that bipolar hasnt negatively impacted my life because it definately has but I wouldn't want to be that dull boring woman I felt I was at that time. I find joy in little things like feeling the sun on my face or listening to the ocean or birds chirping in the morning. Those are amazong things to me and tp go through life never knowing or appreciating these small treasures would be a shame.

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