Hello everyone,

I am a girl in my late teens. A few months back I've started having many incestuous thoughts while masturbating. The problem is, they turn me on so much. I fantasize basically about all my immediate family members! It drives me crazy! I'm not in ANY WAY sexually attracted to them in day to day life, but for some reason when I masturbate these disgusting scenarios creep up. I try to ignore it, and fantasize about something else, but it usually doesn't feel very satisfying compared to the incestuous fantasies. I don't know what the hell is wrong with my brain. I would never ever want to have sex with them as, like I said before, am in no way sexually attracted to them. Somehow when I masturbate however, it changes. It's driving me nuts! I feel like the biggest, most disgusting, and abnormal pervert ever.

On top of that I occasionally have pedophile thoughts- again, im not sexually attracted to kids in any way....... I'm really not normal...... help?

all of these thoughts starting coming up over the last 5 months