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Originally Posted by zinco14532323
I do have some things going on that are keeping me busy so that helps. Slow and patient I still say, but we do have to start making some steps. Are you working? Do you wanna work? Things have gotten so bad for me in recent years that I applied for SSD so I am kind of in a catch 22. Doing good doesn't help my case, but being depressed 75% of the year doesn't work out to good either.
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I have to figure out what I enjoy and do them. I'm taking advice to do them slow. Yes, I want to start enjoying life now and get it together as fast as I can, BUT I can't come up with what. So I'm just taking the advice to take it small and pat myself on the back for small moves.
I am sort of working. I work with the family who took me in, but I'm not getting paid as they are going through rough times. For now, I have a place and food and good company. Since I live with this family, I need to get to a point that I have to be self-reliant and learn to live on my own. So I want to look for part-time job to make money and meet other people. I also want to help out this family, but don't know how.
I am overwhelmed that I live at a place that you need a car to get around. There are much to do with their business but it's overwhelming what to do and learn. I can take a lot of time just learning but my brain still isn't functioning that fast to learn. Also, knowing where to start have cause some problems. I also don't want to burn-out like I did before. So I'm taking that at small dosage. But the rest of what to do with life and how to live life is something I need to figure out or learn how to do again.
I hope you get SSD because it's hard to work when you're 75% down.