I know how you feel. Depression and anxiety have totally ripped my life apart in the last two (really five) years. Here I sit though doing much better but can't change the fact of what it has done to my life.
My advice is get lots and lots of support wherever you can get it and you will get through it.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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