(((((((Jan))))))))

I can only imagine what you and your mom must have gone through while your father was alive. It must have been so difficult.

She must have worked really hard to shield you and care for you and when your father passed, she had to let out all her demons that grew over the years. I'm not at all saying it was fair to you.

I hope you can find some way to forgive your mom for being human. Try to hold in your heart the times when she cared for you unselfishly. I pray you find peace and acceptance of your thoughts and feelings and can put to rest the negative for your sake and your moms.

*Gentle Hugs to you and Mom*
J