Hi nak, sorry about that I'm guessing that leaves you feeling even more isolated for her?? But you have done what you can by texting her.
And this is going to sound SO easier said than done......but maybe you could, for now. try to focus a bit on things that might distract you (if even only a little bit) from the waiting to hear from her.
But if/when that's hard to do (which I'm sure it will be) we're still here for you if you want to talk about it/how you're feeling/what you're thinking/anything!!!
Alison