I don't really know where to start with this post. I'm having trouble staying aware when my partner and I are engaging in bdsm acts. I get to this place where nothing hurts, I'm spaced out, I hardly notice if I'm bleeding or if there are red marks. Nothing can get me out of this place, I'm wondering if it's triggers from my abusive past but honestly I don't see this as a bad thing, I'm not in a bad place when I space out. I don't really know what I'm asking, I guess I wanted to see if anyone else has experienced this.