Sometimes it's easiest to go back to what we know (I'm an expert at it). Just remember that change is possible and even if you have messed up today, tomorrow is another day to try something different.

I don't know if this will make sense to you but sometimes when things are going too well, I can't believe it / deal with it and have to go back to old self destructive patterns & wind up drinking. Maybe we just have to learn that it's ok to be ok?

--splitimage