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Originally Posted by ImNotHere
I feel like I have no personality. I don't know what I like or dislike. I kind of follow what my sister does. I don't know how to find my own identity. I have no interests and nothing seems interesting. I have no idea who I am or what I want to do with my life. I am 24 and completely lost. Everything I start I quit. I have no friends and seriously bad social anxiety. I feel like the most boring person, I feel so plain and can't seem to develop or become a person who has an identity or a personality, I can't seem to find out who I am or develop myself as a person. Anyone else feel this way?
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I feel EXACTLY the same way, it's so bloody scary!! But I am SO glad to know that I am not alone. I can't even function anymore though. Social anxiety and depression is killing me. I have followed a few people to the point where I just have no one left to follow because my miserable state of being bland and numb and dead inside is so obvious that there is no possible way I can even hang out with anyone. I am just quiet and severely depressed.
I can't give you any advice because we are in the same boat. I keep hoping and praying for a magical solution or that one day I will wake up and feel like a brand new person. I keep wishing. I am at a loss and so scared because I don't know how to keep living. I know this isn't something you want to read but I just wanted to be honest and share how I'm feeling.