I'm sorry you had to take out loans. I had to pay for most of my education too - I worked at 2 part time jobs, which turned out to over 40 hours a week and full time school.I worked year round so i could stay in school. My parents were too well off for me to get loans. They were willng to pay half the education cost to my brother who was in a co-op program and was paid $400/week. He came first. He was more important.

I told my parents how important it was. I told them I'll fill in the form - just give me the info. They did have to sign their own signatures though. They still thought it was too much trouble going through the drawers to find their income tax form. I could've looked for them myself, but wouldnt have done me any good if they wouldnt sign.

I really cant move out - the rent is so much more than i can afford. Unless I stay on the streets.

A quick death is better than a slow painful death.