(((((((( Tomi, Be & Sabau ))))))))

I will do all I can to make sure she is comfortable, happy and safe. I have just noticed this change in her in the past week and a half. She was so nervous in the nursing home that we didn't realize Mom had changed so much.

I don't know if that Mom who was still betraying me in December is still in there somewhere. I am afraid. Do you understand?

I feel so sorry for her, but I'm still afraid.

I am going to spend the day with her tomorrow. Maybe I'll understand her more after that.

Thank you each ever so much for replying to my post. It means so much to know I am not in this alone. My brother and niece have been so wonderful to help Mom, but we can never, ever discuss my issues with Mom. Never.

I am very disquieted by writing this. It's not enough. I know I haven't written it well enough to express it right.

Hugs,

Jan