Hi All. I'm struggling. Haven't seen T for two weeks and I am so mixed up. I desperately feel like I need/want to see her or reach out to her but I am afraid I will annoy her if I text her. I just feel such a nuisance, a waste of everyone's time and I know everyone around me is fed up with me. She won't reply anyway so there is no point. I hate feeling like this. Does anyone relate?

I hope everyone else is having a better start to the new week?

Thinking of you all. I have tried to keep distracted but I feel like my head is going to implode. I just need some support or connection - I don't know?

Sorry - I am just wasting everyone's time.