I understand how someone could fall in love with their therapist as we tell all our feelings and share a private part of our lives with them. I sometimes have fallen for some of my psychical doctors, they had taken away some of my health problems and i like one just because he had a good manner. I think it is better for you now, even if you don't see it now because if it lasted any longer you would never forget about your t, you need to soul search and find out it's for the best. I also agree you should see a person of the same sex as you.