You are not wasting anybody's time, Aaa. And yes, I relate completely to every word you wrote (except that my T is a he, but I feel exactly the same about reaching out and annoying and being a waste of space.)

I have been playing with a web toy called wordle (at www . wordle . net ) which creates word clouds of pieces of text. I ran the two letters I sent to T last summer through it. It created a couple of interesting clouds...