I know this is wrong, but right now, the only people that I can think of (in my life anyhow) that I would say are beautiful are also really tiny

When I look at them I wish that I could be as beautiful as they are, but then that leads me to think that it is only possible if I am their size. And even then likely not.
I'm already pretty small but it doesn't seem like its enough.
Does anyone else find this?