No, of course not. They will love me no matter what. But, I want their approval, or to at least know with time it will come, I'm jut not sure how to push things or what to do. They visibly treat me differently (cold shoulder, ignoring, avoiding) when they know he is around. i.e., not calling me or telling me they want nothing to do with him and I, passive agressiveness like deleting me on FB because they don't want to see anything about him (very immature behavior for a mother, which I have discussed). I am VERY close to my mom (I have learned through this that I may have been a little too close), so it is hard for me to "lie" or upset/disapoint them. They won't disown me, but they will disapprove and when he is around they don't want to be included.