In other posts I wrote that I was doing better than in past, I was more able to ignore the obsessive thoughts and I could rexist to the compulsions most of the time. But in this period I'm feeling almost like one year and a half ago, when these symptoms were totally out of my control...when I feel the need to do a compulsive action I don't make a great effort, I just do it again and again, also if I don't want. But I think that it isn't the best thing to do. I feel much better when I can rexist, also if at the beginning it causes me more anxiety than giving up to the compulsions. Might it be because I'm stressed for the summer exams and the graduation, that are more and more near? I remember that in another period in which I was very stressed my symptoms got worse. But now I don't feel SO much stressed!
I really hope to can return to the control that I had reached, because it has been quite hard, I don't want to lose all this work.