I have smelled cigar smoke in my room before but no one here smokes.its scary sometimes.I feel like I am living in two worlds at once and I am in a constant battle of which world I should be in sometimes I get so confused because I dont know which world is the real one and which one is fantasy.I feel like its a tug of war and I am in the middle and I am being pulled by both worlds.I dont know which world is going to pull me in.