KINDA DETAILED, SO READ ONLY IF THAT WON'T TRIGGER YOU.

So, stress is mounting, and I started feeling as if I have cuts on my legs once again. It is in the area I used to frequent. It feels like there are fresh ones there, but there are not. It makes it dififcult to ignore.
In the past, it had only been a tingling to remind me of the act. This time it feels like I cut again. It feels like it's bleeding (warm, tingling, wet, stinging), but it's all in my head. It's as strong as any body memory assoiated with prior abuse from others. I keep having to ground from it. Does anyone else ever experience this? It makes the urge to do it for real very strong...