Ya two weeks ago I had the recurrent psychosis of a magical hovering yellow basketball (It's also purple at the same time) that gave me great knowledge. The ceiling would tell me what to do and there's spies and evil entities and I know too much about society so the government is after me like when I hear a car coming towards me, I would sound like a police helicopter and they would break into my house etc etc.

It makes a "whole bunch of sense" I said to my psychologist but it doesn't it does. We both laughed because it sounds ridiculous but there's a part of me that still believes that is kept quiet with meds. Whether we believe these things or not, we have to at least pretend that we believe the "wrong" thing ie reality.

Magical thinking is like our faults except its completely not because it makes "so much sense" when our minds are in that super trippy state.

What I'm going to do is keep taking low dose antipsychotics and wait until im mature and experienced enough to control these quatsi-psychotic thoughts without it turning into complete psychosis. I hear that Schizotypal symptoms are less pronounced during middle age.

I don't know your dx but it applies to everyone that gets these thoughts. I have a friend with OCD that writes invisible words of the start of every sentence thought during agitation.