Hi SW Missouri, I'm definitely in, any support I can offer...........I'm sorry people have let you down in the past and there are people in your life you feel you can't turn to, but not everybody will be like that.
All of us on here will have different (though sometimes similar/reflective) experiences and knowledge so if I struggle, then if you look around or hang in there, I'm sure you'll find someone who's going to hit the mark for you. Though for what it's worth if I can help in any way I'd like to.
So roll on with the posting, you're not alone!!
Alison