Sometimes when I get deeply depressed I can feel the physical pain in my heart. Like there is a knife in it. It gets real difficult to breath too.
The MAOI's and the other meds are taking forever to take affect. Wish the maxing out would go faster.
I am trying to listen to self-hypnosis apps for positive thinking and for depression. So far I have not cried today. Wanted to, but did not.o
I actually got down on my knees last night, literally on my knees and asked God to please let the pain come to an end. I begged for the punishment to stop and prayed for some type of guardian angel to help me.
I really all of this works because I feel like this is it and this is how it is going to be from now on.