Hi TJ, NEVER apologize for anything you post on here about your feelings!!
They matter, you matter!!
And you know there's nothing at all to be ashamed about at all in what you're feeling, in fact you may well have helped other people open up a bit more about how they're feeling just by putting it out there. And I KNOW you're a really empathetic, caring, non-judgmental person from your replies to others!! So a little more of that to yourself, hey??!!
Anyway, you know I think it's absolutely great news about today!! It really is!!!
But if/whenever you need any support along the way......in fact anytime as things do have their up's and down's, and just starting the journey right (?) - with a very good start though .........we're/I'm here for you.
Alison

P.S. Go give your wife a hug, if you haven't already!!