I wanted to challenge my thoughts and patterns with something extreme, so I took some LSD last night. I took it be myself, and I just wanted to meditate and draw or write. Unfortunately my Saphris blocked out most of the effects. It was still beneficial because I was able to analyze my patterns, the things I am stuck on, and start to let some things go. I need to take some days off meds first if I do it again. I know this kind of thing is risky, but I like the change of perspective and insight it brings me. Today I just went for a bike ride by the ocean. Keeping it low key.