(((((((((((((((((((sabu )))))))))))))))))))))

I too find myself lending support to everyone but myself. Strange how that works, huh? I struggle that I am even worth it and am glad you don't have that hurdle to overcome.

My heart goes out to you with the loss of your husband. Physical contact is so important. Maybe somehow you can find the solace in knowing that people care about you deeply and how much you care for them and yourself.

I guess this probably is no help with your post but know I am out here and care. Take care.