IMy head kills, im in withdraw, I don't know which drug I'm withdrawing from, the welbutrin, or viibryd. I have some of both but dropped down to the med I was on before becoming depressed. I want to go home and be miserable in my own bed. I want to fling my sons laptop across the room and break the TV but it's not my house, not my TV. I'm voiceless because its not my home. I feel like I'm going to explode. I don't know if its the nausea, irrabillity, or my head that's going to explode first. Then my husbands trying to send me cute little messages through fb and I want to rip off his head. I'm trying so hard and I'm taking the seroquel. I want to flush everything, and break everything. I dont want the ****ing serouel.I'm hot I'm so mad. I tried to prevent this. Pdoc isn't available until the morning. I have to call him and tell him all the changes I did with my meds, convenience my father in law to pick up any meds. This is bs! I have coping skills. I want to crawl out of my skin.


And this is just the start. I have 2 weeks till I head home.