I can relate somehow. And it sounds to me like you just described my best friend who's also got BPD. She'll get mad at ME when she's scared of me doing drugs or trying to kill myself, but she rarely ever gets mad at anyone else. Except in relationships with really abusive people, at least after she's realized that it's not her fault. We blame ourselves and that's part of our disorder. We find ourselves worthless and that WE are what's wrong...

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