The last 2 nights I have started sleeping with my son's teddy bear. One I got for him before he was born and he has slept with every night since. Until now.

I wake up from dreams, awful dreams, clutching it like my life depends on it. Is it weird? What does it mean? What can it mean? It is so out of character for me!

Whats more, my son comes back form his dad's house tomorrow night and I don't think I want to give it back to him!!! (Oh now that just sounds so nuts, I am feeling really embarrassed about this, but really want some feedback please)